Finally! October 23, 2007

Ive finally done it !  I have been meaning to start up a new space for awhile now.  It was getting a bit hard to look at my old one.  Too many memories.  I wanted a new look and I was also getting a bit frustrated with how slow my msn space was becoming so here I am.  My new space. This is where I will share my thoughts and hopefully I wont offend anyone in the process.  If I do well – bad luck.  This is my space and Ill do what I like with it.  I mainly want to share with family and friends how my little boy Dylan is doing but this space is also about me and dealing with the loss of my first born.  My son Alexander lost his battle with CDH (Congenital Diaphragmatic Hernia) last February.  He was 3 weeks old.  When he died so did a part of me.  I went on to have another son in March this year and he keeps me going.  He is my life.  My inspiration.  Where would I be without him ? Probably in a mental institution !  I still have my bad days but they are getting better.  I’m getting better.  The wounds are still there but I’m learning to live with them.